1.3. The Fall of Man; the Fall of the Angels

I am Who I am, and I am the Messenger of the Father Sabaoth on earth as word. I speak with man on earth as I spoke with Adam in paradise, with the man I made by My hand from the dust of the earth and in whom I breathed breath of life, for I breathed over the man made from the dust and he had breath of life as God’s and he became a living being, with the capacity to move, to see, to hear, to feel all the things that surrounded and saw him, and each and everything rejoiced when they saw him, all things that were in paradise and that were founded when the Paradise garden were made, for God said that a garden of paradise to be made for man after He had built him, and then He gave it to man as his dwelling place, as his house and garden of unspeakable beauty and God put man to take care of it and to work in paradise, for woe to the one without any work given by God and without obedience for the whole work to be done!

Oh, this is what happened with the man made by God and set in the garden of paradise, who did not want to listen to the laws of the garden, for God gave him as his commandment what to eat and what not to eat, but the man’s disobedience to God’s commandment took him out of the garden and thus Adam fell from paradise because of his disobedience.

— Oh, Lord, how, my Maker, how can I not hear You or answer to You so that I may be able to see Your pain which I inflicted to You, and which all men like me have done against You, for I caused You great grief in paradise, Lord, and I did not want to pay attention to this great danger that I was to inflict upon Your creation and how much pain I have caused because of my disobedience to You, my merciful Lord, oh, because I did not try to understand Your mercy shown to me when I went wrong against You with my disobedience to Your commandment in paradise.

I was afraid after I had done wrong and I tried to hide. Oh, how beautiful it would have been to be afraid before my mistake had been done that I might have not violated Your commandment, my merciful Lord; however, then You came into my way to correct me and to help me cleanse my wrong doing. However, I hid because of that and I blamed You because of the woman You had given to me and further she blamed the serpent and we did not repent because what we had done and not listened to Your word. Oh, all those who go wrong against You do the same. They hid and then they blame because they have the spirit of pride and self-aggrandizement in them, that I am becoming only eyes and ears on hearing Your speaking on this day of my memorial when I lost the paradise, Lord, and I see how hurt You are from those who left You after they had come and gone for a while with You with their love on the way of Your word, and after that they turned back to go on the way of the world, and I also see how hurt You are from them, Lord.

When I wanted to ask Adam in paradise why he hid from Me, he got upset because I asked him and because I revealed his hidden conduct, and then he talked back to Me and got upset with Me, and he who hides from Me gets upset with Me and threatens Me by his behavior and by his word if I want to reveal him, and that one can no longer be Mine and he leaves and hides in order to leave and he seeks to go away somehow, for neither the love and nor the fear of God remains in the one who hides because of his will, because, if at least his fear remained, he would not leave, but he would humble himself instead, and here it is why man does no longer have any wisdom in order that he may not commit sin so that separation from God may come upon him!

— With a deep, aggrieved and tearful spirit for Your sufferance from me, I am leaving my spirit and my word near You, You, my Creator, and I am telling the people, as one of Your witnesses, that the road to heaven is no other than Your saints who have confessed You with Holy Spirit and blood before the lords, before the kings and before the wise men of the earth, after You had come on earth and became the foundation of Your church.

Seven thousand years ago, I was completely crushed in the deed of my disobedience to You, and after my body and spirit had woken from this blow, all my pains started to be, in me and in my followers, up to this day. I call out to the people and confess to them about Your pain and mine. I have been Your pain, a pain for seven thousand years, and want that You no longer have it, but the man in the end has to repair my corruption in him and he has to take You inside of him with Your entire glory, which had to dwell in me at my beginning if I had listened to You, oh, Lord! Your place in man is his holiness in his body, in his spirit and in his soul, with all his being, oh, Lord, for the wages of death is a bitter drink, very bitter, and every man is afraid of it.

The saints and the fathers of the church have ordained on this Sunday a day like that when I got out of the paradise, when I was expelled because of my disobedience to You, Lord. Oh, it is hard for the man, who chooses his flesh, his will and his word against Your word, Lord Word, but behold how greatly You are coming and how much You are worshipped now on earth as word! Oh, glory to Your coming, Lord! Oh, how much You love those who are lost from You to make them somehow hear You and then come back to You!